You loved him and now you know what you have lost. Now your hands feel emptier than before you met him - your heart feels emptier. But you were young and you were careless. How were you to know the value of what you were given?
Yet you did know. At least a part of you did. In some strange, mysterious way, you knew there was something special about that person. In those eyes, you caught a glimpse of your own destiny. You knew it was meant to travel with him. If only you could go back to that day, to the one where she stood before you, gentle and hopeful - waiting for you to make up your mind. When you thought to yourself that nothing had ever looked more beautiful.
That was the moment you should have told him what your heart was telling you. If you had allowed it, he could have been your whole world. All you had to do was open the door. All you had to say was, come in.